Right now the weather is shittyish but thats ok, Chicago weather tends to suck but anyhow. I saw Britnee on saturday, but I won't go into most of the night, but eventually we had really nice chocolates that I bought for her birthday a while back that had really cool flavors like lavender carmel, rosemary, fresh lime, champagne, and they were all hand painted!


Then we spent 5 days together since it was our 1 year anniversary on sunday. I took her to this nice, kinda fancy, restaurant called Yoshi's Cafe which happened to be in Chicago's gay area on the day of the parade. Then the day after Britnee Bought me a gecko and it's named Jello. Then we just spent the rest of the days going out places and eating, it was great.

In more recent news, I'm starting to be healthier this summer so I went on a 4 mile bike ride this morning. When I got 2 miles into it I wanted to puke so I sat down on a corner and just rested, my fault for not eating breakfast. Then I biked back home and I saw the city dropped off recycling bins on my block for everyone, it's good to see the self proclaimed 'green city' doing something green. Now I'm ready to snooze.

It's summer, I have jack-shit to do, so I'm going to start recording it, and then you can all read it. To summarize the past month, I got mono and right before finals, which SUCKED. I fell behind on all the work I had to do, which included a 15-20 page paper on counter terrorism. Anyhow, I busted my ass, I passed french class with a C to my surprise. Everything else I think I did alright in after staying up 'til 3 am, and then staying up until 7 am on the last day. Now, schools over thank fucking god.

Well, you probably don't know this, because my entries are not very frequent, but recently I've become a botanist, and I love plants. Yeah, a 16 year old who likes plants and is straight to boot. So I have my own little garden, which now has a Phalaenopsis orchid, which is gorgeous. Also, I've been talking to this kid I know who used to grow weed and knows everything about hydroponic, aeroponic, etc... systems, but he's also a botanist. So we're going to set up a giant garden in my attic with multiple systems and make like 10 pound tomatoes. I'll keep posting progress on that project here.

On june 28th, Britnee and I will have been together for one year, and I'm pretty excited for that, I have a few thins planned out that I won't say here though because she'll lurk this to hell, and find out. But it'll be perfect!

50. Orgazmo: I think it’s in most human nature to want to see Matt Stone, co-creator of south park, play an Mormon man, staring in a blockbuster porno. This would be where Orgazmo comes in, and does just that. I’m sick of reviewing for tonight. But really, funny stuff.
51. Sex Drive: On the same day that I watched Orgazmo, I thought it would be a good idea to follow up with Sex Drive, a newer sex based comedy. Part of me hates the fact that I enjoy really dumb movies like this at all, even if it is a one time only thing for the most part. A group of teenagers goes to an extreme extent so they can get laid, and on the way they have some adventures. Pretty generic, but Seth Green playing the Amish guy really made the film. Like all other movies in the same boat, it’s good the first time, and maybe a second if you’re impaired.
52. Kitchen Sink: In surrealist world, Europe, some odd events take way in a small apartment, this is Kitchen Sink. Sometimes when I watch surrealist films, I don’t care enough to analyze them any further than face value, although it’s probably good exercise to go further than that. This was the case in Kitchen Sink, an odd 10 minute film starting with a girl who pulls a hairy baby out of her sink. I’d recommend this if you really like surrealism and that kind of thing.
53. Invasion of the body snatchers (remake): Although when I downloaded this, I was mislead into thinking I was watching the original, I was pleasantly surprised by the remake. Usually I feel like the words remake, and butcher are synonymous when trying to remake older films. However, Invasion of the body snatchers got lucky, and managed to do it pretty well. While still maintaining the sci-fi element, and remaking the film instead of mocking it. This allowed the film to sill be a true sci-fi film, not a comedy. The special effects are good, and they pull of the cloning transformation things quite well. I highly recommend this along with the original.
54. A dozen ways to die: Pure trash, straight out smelly garbage, and I love it. I don’t think I have every seen a film this cheesy, to the extent that I’m appalled by my enjoyment. In a dozen ways to die, a Frenchman, along with his wife and daughter go on a road trip only to be ravaged by a group of bikers. This film in it’s cheesy film quality, and bad acting makes for a good time. The biker gang hilariously consists of a fat guy with a third eye tatoo’d on his head, a ninja, cowboy, cowgirl, Cuban, Mexican, nazi, and some others that I forgot. Then in an action packed attempt to free his family, the Frenchman has to go up against each one which leads to a chainsaw v.s. katana battle. Everything about this film is pure garbage, the acting sucks, the plot is ridiculous, and it’s all enjoyable.
55. Army Of Darkness: Sadly, the evil dead series is a degenerating case, getting worse as it goes along. And even though Army of Darkness is still good, it’s definitely my least favorite. With the movie being set in the Medieval times there was a lot of potential for a lot of fun horror, to occur, but instead it turned into much more of an action film than a horror film. While watching Bruce Campbell run around with a chainsaw arm is always fun, I was wanting more demonic possession, not a comedy / action flick. However, I suppose that even if this film was a bit disappointing, I still enjoy it for what it is and that’s ok.
56. Step Brothers: Usually I’m not a big fan of the more generic will ferrel type movies, however I found this to be pretty enjoyable.
57. Demons III the church: Continuing the Demons series even further, Demons III passes the torch pretty well with a nice basic plot, and good gore. The demons series is pretty simple. Demons appear, fuck some shit up, melt, scratch people and kill some more. It’s generally pretty fun.
58. Eden Lake: Eden lake is another film in the line of parents being tortured by kids movies (see: ils, them, village of the damned, children, etc...) The plot is pretty self explanatory, couple goes to a lake, gets fucked up by kids, meanwhile I get pissed at the husband who has at least 20 years and 150 pounds on the kids, yet still gets his ass WHOOPED. Seriously, I could probably take down some of those 12 year olds. The movie has some decent chase scenes, with a few ow that must have hurts, but other than that it’s whatever.
59. Dod Sno: I really enjoy the concept of zombie nazi movies, however, they tend to not be very good. Dod Sno seemed like it was going to be great when I was looking at screencaps and summaries, but it sucked. Plain and simple only the last 20 minutes of the film is worth watching, anything before that is zombieless crap. This was pretty disappointing, but I guess I’ll just wait til the next nazi zombie movie on the list.

38. Jungle Heat : If here is one thing I have learned about native tribes from film, it would be not to steal their sacred treasure. However, if you do, prepare to face an army of bloodthirsty, possibly cannibalistic, natives. In Jungle Heat, that shit goes down and the treasure is scattered through out the jungle. Years later multiple groups are after it, while facing the cannibal tribes. At certain points the film can get boring only to be saved by some random cannibals coming out of nowhere. Thanks to the cheese and odd cannibals this films is a salvaged piece of cinema worthwhile.
39. For yu’r height only: The other day I was in a bad mood, and I came across “For Yu’r Height Only”, this low budget, false translated, James Bond ripoff made my day. The movie stars Indonesia’s foremost midget actor, weng weng, who is proclaimed by the trailer to be smart and sexy. In equation form midget + kicking ass + getting ass + defeating evil = good times. Weng Weng stars as agent 00, who is given items such as the hat that can also be used as a weapon, a ring that detects poison, along with other manifestations of rip off. The small budget adds to the cheese when agent 00 jumps out of a window, and then you see a mannequin falling from the outside. In general this was everything I expected plus more, absolutely hilarious and highly recommended for a shitty day.
40. Zoo: I was really hoping this would be a movie about a zombie disease spread through petting zoos, to small children who would later bite their parents and so on. Sadly, but not unfortunately, Zoo is not this. Instead, Zoo is a compilation of short horror films by twisted brains of Japanese directors. All of the films are very intellectual and mind based, and often depressing. Not all of the films are very exciting and there is definitely much better Japanese cinema out there, this was ok for what it was. This isn’t really a must watch but for the time I spent watching it I was content.
41. Evil Dead: Last weekend my friend came into town, and he had no clue what evil dead was, immediately I took action and we watched the entire series. So here’s some reviewage. Evil Dead is one of the most innovative horror films I’ve seen, and I love it. For those who do not know the plot of evil dead, in a nutshell, a demon is awaken through the necronomicon, and from this people begin to be possessed and hell breaks loose. I love every element of this movie. The make up of the “evil dead” is fantastic, and the way their voices alter is also spectacular. Throughout the movie Bruce Campbell becomes such a badass that I forgot he’s playing a guy named Ashley. That is how badass this movie is. Watch this if you haven’t, watch this is if you have.
42. The battle of algeirs: Back in the 1950s, the FLN fought against the French as an anti-colonial force in Algeria. This was due to all the natives living under colonial rule striking back, after seeing the fall of British and French forces at the hands of the Nazis. Anyhow, for anyone interested in terrorism, this film is a great thing to start with. The FLN used many terrorist tactics, and eventually was successful in their liberation. The film was made to be so precise that the cast even includes original members of the FLN. Today the film is shown to terrorist groups as encouragement to show success. It’s actually a good film, I just don’t want to see it for the 3rd time in school.

43. Evil dead II: After surviving through tier 1 of the evil dead attack, ~*Ashley*~, is back and once again faces the evil dead. In Raimi’s sequel he shows his more comedic side when his protagonist attaches a chainsaw to his arm. The film connects smoothly to the first and takes the title of a sequel quite nicely. Plenty of killing and creepy dead to go around. This film is generally enjoyable.
44. The Shining: Eventually this was bound to come up on my list, and that’s a good thing. The shining is an outstanding production that is one of the few films that still has the ability to scare people. When I say scare, I mean scare, not shock with sudden noise, but scare you. Jack Nicholson, being the generally weird, creepy persona that he is, lets loose and creates one of the most genuine characters I’ve seen in film. The plot of the movie as well is creepy, and fits well into the film. Most of these reviews are being rushed through and if I choose them for project no name I’ll redo them.
45. The Children: With films like this, village of the damned, and eden lake, I have decided that I will have no problem spanking my children. Even if it won’t protect them from some weird doom virus. In children a demonic virus reveals itself to posses kids to kill their elders. The films opens up pretty quickly, when the families show up and one kid starts freaking out. Soon enough all the kids are acting like malicious little weirdos and begin to turn on their parents. The kids tend to be pretty creative in their attacks, like pushing a sled down a hill into a mom. With the killings, and defenselessness of the parts, The Children is a presentable, nice, film.
46. Black Christmas: It was probably not the best idea to watch the remake before the original in this case, due to the fact that I could have bashed the remake so much more if I had the original to compare it too. If you can’t tell right now, this is a review for the original, and better, black Christmas. Black Christmas is pretty straightforward in it’s plot, creepy guy is in the house, and kills off a sorority. This made the film generally simple and straightforward, which can be really nice in a lot of films, because it eliminates the thinking factor. Some of the acting is laughable, as are the characters at times, but of course they are a part of a sorority so that’s no big surprise. Pretty fun, worthwhile, just stay away from the remake.
47. Cyrano De Burgerac: For my English class, I had to read the play Cyrano de Burgerac, which is an early romantic comedy of sorts. The film adaptation that I saw of it was pretty good, and just like the book, made me a bit teary at the end. While the script is funny, and at the same time a love story about an ugly guy who writes letters for a handsome guy which are sent to a girl that they both love. Of course the girl loves the handsome guy and is oblivious to her ugly friend, but it is really the letters that she falls in love with. The movie version was pretty well done, especially since it was written as a play in the first place. I’d recommend reading the play, then watching the movie, because they’re both well done.
48. Roxanne: Following Cyrano De Bergerac, Roxanne is the newer adaptation, only with Steve martin. Personally, I like Steve Martin, although it seems a lot of other people don’t . It’s probably a good thing that this film exists because the film version that was before this was set in a much older period, and is harder to follow. In the case of Roxanne, it is set in a much more modern time, and all the language is altered to better suit everything. While still maintaining the basic plot, it’s definitely easy to see a precursor to romantic comedies, sadly.
49. Encino man: To many peoples dismay, whenever I’m asked about my favorite actors, I always end up dropping the name “Pauly Shore”. Deal with it. Even for the haters of Pauly Shore, you have to admit that Encino Man is pretty funny, and that you too would probably do some funny shit with a caveman if you could. When it comes to bare bones, Pauly Shore + caveman = good.

I won't say how but I managed to get my hands on a copy of the remake of nightmare on Elmstreet, it's not the entire thing, but it's pretty cool to watch.

http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=eca32762e0bf7709d6baebe61b361f7ccadfcdd7f783d3e85be6ba49b5870170

So, I'm siting in my room listening to my "feel good" playlist, of songs that generally make me happy. The playlist doesn't really exist, I'm just scrolling around and finding the songs. Today was Britnee and I's 9 month, and I got this adorable letter in the mail from her, that liquefied me. I'm in love, plain and simple. The past few weeks have been the most bittersweet I have yet to live. My mom found my condoms, and now I'm being crucified for that. Brinee's work schedule is busy, and college doesn't help the most. This leaves 2 weekends out of the week where I can see her for 6 hours now that my parents don't allow me to stay overnight. According to my dad, who keep in mind is a neurologist, I am a arrogant, sociopath, who was in a unnatural, absurd relationship for a 16 year old. It is freakish for a 16 year old to have sex, or to stay over at his girlfriend's house so he can see her for more than 6 - 12 hours a month. Oh well, I'll take what I can get. My parents want to go to family therapy which would be interesting because they would probably be the ones ending up on meds. I know I sound like the angsty 16 year old who hates his parents, but there's much more logic behind my reasoning. At least I was safe I guess. It's not even about sex, I just want the extra time with her.

On the realz, I'm going to be updating this shit, with movies and music too since I've been using my mediafire and expanded my movie downloading. By the time I'm done with all the movie updates I should be near 70, so, READ THAT SHIT.

33. 1. Boxer’s Omen (Mo): In the world of cinema a lot of weird, obscure, bizarre, films exist, although often many of them aren’t even that weird. Amongst the true oddities, Boxer’s Omen stands without the credit it deserves. The movie is a product of the “Shaw Brothers”, which is China’s largest and most prestigious film company. Although Boxer’s Omen is not the most well known film, it’s obscurity deserves recognition. The movie is about a boxer who is called upon by monks to aid them in the battle against black magic. Quickly the battle against evil turns into a psychedelic, kung –fu, horror film, bound to set your wtf meter off. Ranging from plush bats, to flying heads, the effects in the movie are at the same cheese level as a fine Gouda. The light gels, and all the bizarre events that occur in this film made is a must watch. A guy even turns inside out. Either way you look at it, it’s enjoyable in all ways. So , if given chance, watch this movie for god’s sake.

34. Mystics in Bali: For centuries Indonesia has had a problem with the ‘penanggalan’, a bloodthirsty flying vampire head. Currently there are many films existing that use southeast Asian mysticism, whether it’s the ‘penanggalan’, or ‘aswang’, haha, aswang. Out of all southeast Asian mysticism films, Mystics In Bali is the most well known, and is respected as a cult classic by many, and with good reason. The film is about Indonesian black magic called leyak, which was the movie’s original title. This black magic includes detaching and possessing another person’s head, turning into a pig, mutating other people, and horrible dubbing. Although the first 3 sound great, they aren’t as potent in the film as the watcher would like them to be. Overall, there are some great parts of the film, where you can see a flying head, but other than at just leave it on when doing something else, then turn around and watch weird things when they happen.

35. Creature from the hillbilly lagoon: I really wish this film wasn’t a “I FILMED THIS WITH MY HOMEVIDEO WALLGREENS CAMERA”, because then I would have enjoyed it.

36. Alligator: I love oversized alligator films, they’re the best. Alligator is a film about the infamous sewer gator, the product of a misunderstood baby gator, getting flushed down the toilet by the angry parent, then growing 10 times it’s normal size with a hunger for human flesh. I’m sure you know the story. Sadly, alligator would have to fall lower on the list of alligator films out there. Although it wasn’t that bad, it wasn’t that great either, the alligator mostly ate dogs, and it didn’t make too many appearances. My advice, watch lake placid instead.

37. Guinea Pig; Devil’s Experiments: If the devil was manifested in the form of 3 Japanese torture men, don’t you think they’d do some pretty messed up things? Well they don’t for the most part. Guinea Pig is a type of legal ‘snuff’ film, with no actual plot, just torture. This may sound cool at first, but after the first 10 minutes of a girl being slapped, it just feels awkward. I started asking myself “why am I still watching?” and felt a bit sick as well. Some of the tortures that they use are laughable, because they spend about 15 minutes spinning a girl in an office chair, or throw guts at her and laugh. However, the other tortures are pretty horrid, like blasting some odd frequency through headphones she can’t take off, or pouring hot oil on her skin. I don’t think I’ll venture too far into the Guinea Pig series, but hey, if you’re into that shit knock yourself out.
( SCREENS FROM BOXER'S OMEN )

Weird, I'm 16 now. Yesterday Britnee came into the city and we got to go to argyle, where all the vietnamese food is at. We went to the asian grocery store and bought a ton of stuff. Then we went to this work shop thing at her future college, and now I have evidence I was never made to do anything other than doodling. Britnee got me a copy of Coraline which I already started because I love Neil Gaiman, I'm glad my girlfriend knows what I like. Afterwards we walked around my house and looked for places to eat. We ended up at this sushi place called ringo, which is pretty cheap but still good. Then this morning I woke up and early and spent some time with her before school, which made my day. I wish I could do that everymorning. I'm currently sick which sucks, and I'm regaining my voice slowly but surely and blah. I need more freetime to write reviews and stuff, I'll work on that after I finish the mounds of homework I have tonight. I'm about to upload scans for around 150 issues of fangoria so, yeah. Oh that and Mission hill. Now that I got the hang of ripping dvds and converting to .avi I'm good to go and I have alot of shit to upload. I should go do homework now so I can take another nap.

I enjoy it.

So, Sunday I went to a show and I was supposed to meet my best friend there. I haven't seen him for a while nor have I talked to him because he became a whipped slave bitch for his girlfriend. Sadly, not to my surprise he didn't show up. So yesterday I decided to call him and meet him after school and he showed up with his girlfriend and this big skinhead guy wearing a "goodnight red scum" patch. We talked a bit, and honestly I hate him now. Last year we were best friends and hung out for a good hour every day, but now he's changed for the worse. He was always kind of racist in a funny I'm not really serious way, but now all he does is listen to RAC bands, lifts weights, and fucks his girlfriend who is a short preppy German girl. It's weird to see him like this because last year we were going to pay him to break up with her while he was doing her doggy style, I just wish that went through :/.
Anyhow, I'm talking to him a bit more now and I hope I can get him to snap the fuck out of this.

I feel like I never sleep anymore. I toss and turn for a while and then I sleep at the point where although I'm not conscious I'm still not getting a good rest. I'm considering buying some melatonin at walgreens today, we'll see. I'm currently watching "Super Fly", which I already know is a pretty awesome movie, with an awesome soundtrack by Curtis Mayfield.
Sometime today I'll be moving my mung bean sprouts into a new pot, and then starting a new batch. Only this time I'll grow them without light, so their pigment won't develop.
2. The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy; I've always loved this book. I've always loved this author. And now I love re-reading this book. Basically the title says a lot, two people survive when earth is destroyed in order to make way for a bi-pass (they need to be built). They then end up on the quest for the meaning of life cooperatively with the president of the universe who's on the run, on their way they encounter lots of weird things, that Douglas Adams artfully pulls out of his brain. I love this book, anyone who hasn't read it needs to.
23. Demons - This is a pretty freaky movie, there's a big demon outbreak, where lots of people start turning into demons and fucking shit up. The demons themselves look pretty freaky and are violent too, so the movie doesn't really ease you into anything. Very good, and a must watch.
24. The Story of Riki-Oh - It's been a long time since I last watched a kung-fu film, and Riki-Oh was a perfect way to break that chain. This is really one of the most priceless due to the over the top blood and gore. For example, a guy cuts himself open and tries to strangle riki with his intestines. If that didn't make you want to see this movie, then fuck you.
25. Atomik Circus - At first I really didn't know what to expect from this French sci-fi romantic comedy, that I didn't know was a romantic comedy until I watched it. However, I was generally pleased with this movie's off the wall antics, and pure insanity. The plot in a nutshell is a man goes to jail, breaks out for his girlfriend, meanwhile aliens destroy the human race. Surprisingly the acting was pretty good, which was nice so it could support the plot's insanity. Overall it was well done and worthwhile.
26. Cemetary Man - In a cemetary where the dead come to life at night, the grave keeper, Dellamorte Dellamore (__ dead ___ love) falls in love and so the odd film begins. The film revolves around everyone and their relationship with a person before and after dead, and I thought it was pretty fun and had some good zombie effects, however I'd reccomend stopping about 10 minutes before the end. This is because, for me, the ending just killed most of the film, so this movie isn't as great because the ending really messes the entire plot up.
27. Aswang - Yes, As(s)wang, ha ha. Aswang is Filipino vampire meets Rosemary's baby in a toilet, because this film is a piece of crap. I won't elaborate too much, but basically pregnant woman's mother in law wants to eat her baby because she's an Aswang, and the movie sucks.
28. The Gruesome Twosome - Creativity in Herschell Gordon Lewis films is one thing that is never lacking. So when a mom and her retarded murderous son open up a wigshop that sells the hair of their victims, a pretty nice blood bath occurs. Although it's not the best of his films it's still pretty fun, gorey, and entertaining.
29. Let the Right One - Although lots of people seem to be in love with this film, it isn't THAT great. I think the reason people liked this film so much is because the film is also a pretty dramatic love story, and the fact that it's a foreign film from the far north doesn't help it from being pretentious. The movie is entertaining, the plot is fresh, there's some good blood, and it generally is a good film. However with the way people are reacting to it, I just think Twilight for cinema whores.
30. Futurama - Into the Wild Green Yonder - I have never seen or heard of these Futurama movies, a total of 4 in all, however now I want to find the other 3. This movie is basically just a long Futurama episode with a more intriguing plot, and if you like the cartoon, you'll like the movie. In this movie the plot is fry can read minds, lela becomes an eco terrorist, and they're trying to save this little planet from being blown up for a giant minigolf hole. I enjoyed it, but for those who don't like Futurama, I'd stay away from this movie.
31. Night Flier - After all the bitching I hear from my mom about watching more educated horror like "Stephen King", I can finally tell her that I enjoyed Bloodfeast much more than this Stephen King film. Night Flier is about a vampire who travels by plane because as a baby he was dropped on his back too much and never developed the ability to become a bat, or at least I assume that second part. The movie is entertaining, but still not the best movie you could be watching, although there is one awesome scene where the vampire is all like :0 in this dude's face. That's one of the few reason's I'd recommend you watch this film unless you can find the scene on youtube.
32. Slugs - A movie comprised of an outbreak of flesh eating death slugs produced by nuclear waste. Awesome? Yes. The slugs in this bloodbath of a film are merciless, and in a good amount of the movie, you'll be seeing flesh torn off by slugs. Definitely a must watch for any gore fan.
( I'm gonna be nice, here are the pictures )

So recently I've been on the largest movie downloading spree. And when I'm done I'll be uploading a lot of them for here, horror exchange, and wherever else I see fit. Anyhow here's a list of movies that I have / will have on my computer.
In short, I love my external hardrive.

Orgazmo
Mulholland Drive
Cloverfield
The Mysterious Geographic Explorations of Jasper Morello
Santo y Blue Demon contra Drácula y el Hombre Lobo
Haxan
The Beast In Heat
Suspiria
The Shining
Europa Europa
Die Ehe der Maria Braun
Bring Me The Head of Alredo Garcia
Zerkalo
The Harder They Come
Superfly
The Sinful Dwarf
Zombie V.S. Ninja
Attack Of the Phantoms
Sun Ra - Space is the Place
Amsterdamned
Atomik Circus
Christmas on Mars
Superchick & Hustlersquad
The Bite
Rawhead Rex
Terrorvision
Oversexed Rugsuckers from Mars
Aswang
Harold & Maude
Faster Pussycat Kill! Kill!
Blood Spattered Bride
Changeling
Happy Birthday To Me
VIY
Rosemary's Baby
A clockwork Orange
Night of the Living Dead
Peeping Tom
Pandora's Box
Blackmail
The Jazz Singer
Les Vampires
Way Down East
Battleship Potemkin
The Big Parade
The Maltese Falcon
Duck Soup
Un Chien Andalou
Trauma
Four Flies on Grey Velvet
His Name Was Jason- 30 years of Friday the 13th
Antropophagus
Ebola Syndrome
Uzumaki
Battle Royale (remake)
Happiness of the Katakuris
Night Flier
Let the Right One In
The silence of the Hams
La Noche del Terror Ciego
The Prophecy

"well the world used to be sunny
and jokes used to be funny
but now you're gone
and everything's turned around

well the world used to be warm
and there never was a storm
but now you're gone and
everythings turned upside down

and now it's cold outside
and the rain is pouring down
and the leaves are turning brown
can't you see
that now it's cold outside
and it's all because of you
'cause there's nothing I can do
to make you love me"

This is me right now.

My head hurts, my liver (or something around there) is in pain, and I don't like light. This sucks.

To start, holy fucking shit. My mung beans have a slight blue tint to then under the black light! They haven't really sprouted too much yet so they aren't quite to the point where it's easy to see through their translucence, but whatever!
In other news

1. Passage of Darkness; Wooo, first book on my list done. I got some good reading in today and I finished my first book in a while. Passage of Darkness is basically the afterword, or afterbook in this case to Wade Davis's "Serpent and the Rainbow" a book set on the study of the Hatian Zombie. Which is really cool. I've always been interested in neuro-toxins, hallucinations, and things like that. I really enjoyed this book, it walked through the rituals, the science, the process of making the poison, and everything you would need to know to make your own zombie and understand it.

23. Bloody New Year; This movie started out making me think that it would be a pretty sucky movie. However it proved itself to be pretty funny, and it knew it too. Actually the movie was so confident in it's killings that they actually added a laughing track into the film. This movie is pretty fun if you just want some good laughs, see a vacuum attack someone, a staircase bleed, the works. haha.

I don't remember the last time I felt horrible like this. To the extent where even food doesn't taste right. I need something to distract myself.

15. The Black House; Pretty weird movie, they keep drawing connections to "murder weapon" objects that are kind of odd. Like, a guy freaking out over a bowling ball. There is an awesome scene in the movie with the bowling ball though.

16. Sisters; Really awesome movie, definitely one of the best murder mystery films out there. The movie is about Siamese twins separated into their life. Of course one of them is a killer and they happen to live together. I got really sad when they kill this guy in the beginning because he was being really nice and went out, and then bought a cake because it was the sister birthday. :( Great movie though.

17. Alice, Sweet Alice; It was odd, a bit drawn out and the movie seemed to be 80% family drama and crying. IT WASN'T ME WAH WAH WAH, I'M A BAD MOTHER WAH WAH WAH, I'M DAD YOU ARE A BAD MOTHER WAH WAH WAH. Etc...

18. Autopsy; The movie opens up with about 5 suicides in a minute, which made me excited for the movie because I thought it was about people killing themselves left and right. But it's really more like 1 by 1 over an hour. You get to see dead people fuck though, that was pretty cool.

19. Virgin Among the Living Dead; Eh, there actually aren't really zombies in this movie, but "living dead". It's not too good but there is a pretty freaky cult scene that I had to rewind so Britnee could see it.

20. Track Of The Moonbeast; A pretty good B-movie, definitely full of lulz if you will. It's about a guy who gets hit in the head with a piece of meteor that gets lodged in his brain and he for some reason didn't feel it. As a side effect, having the shard in his brain also makes him turn into a lizard-monster man when the moon comes up. Fun movie, there is a scene where this guy is showing slides about the mooonbeast in what is supposed to be native american cave painting things when it really just looks like crayon+paper+5 year old boy.

21. Trail Of The Screaming Foreheads; Sometimes people try to make a new bad B-movie, and completely fail at it. However, this movie does it really well, has bad acting the way bad acting should be done, the color is the way you would imagine an 1950s b-movie would look like in color. And the overall movie is just pretty funny, anyone who likes sci-fi and wants a good laugh should watch this.

22. TerrorVision; To sum it up, an outerspace monster comes through a bugged satellite t.v. and starts killing off this one family until he is tamed by a hair metal guy with spiked gloves. The movie is pretty entertaining and really odd, the house in the movie is also really cool. Bonus: the monster is pretty cool looking and comes out a lot.
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Tonight was pretty interesting, I went some places that I can't say because Britnee will see. And on the redline this guy comes on announcing that he's part of the CTA Cash giveaway, and he said some stuff about lil' wayne tickets. He then continued to play that ball in the cup game, only on a small tray, bottlecaps, and a small green bead. Of course there were plants in the traincar that won 100 bucks off the guy.

Then I got home and about 10 minutes later I was called back out by my friend max, and we went to this show at the college a block form my house with some other friends of mine. The show really sucked, so I went upstairs and my friend will is talking to some other skinhead. Apparently the other skinhead was going to like attack him because will was wearing red laces on his boots which would mean he was a nazi 20 years ago in Germany, but nothing in Chicago. After that this guy starts claiming that he is part of Fear City Skinheads which is the popular south side skinhead gang. My friend Jim was there though, and he knows all the FCS guys, and knew this guy was not one (the guy also said he was from san francisco). So we all think this guy is nuts and then we confirmed it when his friend pulled us aside and told us to leave because his friend is nuts and has a knife on him. So we decided we didn't want to get cut and left. However, one of my friends left his coat at the show so we had to go back, and the skinhead guy comes back to us, and starts telling us that we should join him and go beat up kids with screwdriver shirts. Then things went well, we left, went to my house, listened to music, and here I am.

I need to do something, I realized what an uninteresting person I am at times. Everyone I know has some interesting hobby, my girlfriend is a photographer, 2 of my friends have record labels or distros, a lot of my friends are in bands. They all get things done, I have a science research project based on mung beans and I make b-rate doodles. I'm not sure what I need to do, but I'll figure it out.

So, it's finals week and I don't have another final until 1, so that gives me some time to kill. My other final today is math so whatever, and tomorrow I get to fail french. Here's a little something I got in the mail today, along with 3 other shirts of which don't really fit me but oh well, Britnee and I will make them smaller.


15. The poughkeepsie tapes; It was eh, the idea of it was kinda cool. Making a documentary about a pseudo-serial killer and his tapes. The bad acting was pretty laughable at times, and one thing that really pisses me off is the tapes that the killer filmed was filmed on like, a videocamera that someone jumped up and down on and smashed. I would have liked to see his serial killer stuff in better picture. but oh well.